One Simple Sentence

More and more bales are being baled up daily around the farm and I can see the end in sight as far as the upland hay goes. In fact it would have been done this evening except for a hydraulic hose on the tractor bursting and the John Deere shop was about closed at that time so it looks like someone from around here will have to be in town tomorrow morning at eight and pick one up and maybe we’ll get er done by early afternoon and call it a great first crop this year! Today I was so tired, so very tired, getting wore out somewhat, but satisfied at the same time. Things are so much better than last year and all I can think to do is Praise the Lord.

I was reading the other day in the Christian Ranchman a good article written by a farmer/preacher and a couple of things caught my eye while reading it. Life is like that, every once in a while a person comes across a real gem. Well, its a gem to me at least.

“It is impossible to live for God without the love and service to others”

That ain’t the quote, its just the quote leading up to the quote. Its simple and so often overlooked. The Biblical reference for this would be in Matthew 25; 34-46, especially verses 40&45. Now the next sentence in the Christian Ranchman stuck with me and I even taught it last evening in Children’s Church.

“In fact our love for God is limited to the amount of love we have for the person we love the least.”

It might be just me, but that hit me like a ton of bricks! This is one of the very keys to our faith! That one sentence tells more truth than many of the books of faith I’ve read through the past few years. Yes, this is a key to it all. And how often we over look it and can play church and all those things. I’m great at doing that, of learning and getting so many important points figured out in the Bible but still not doing it with that one sentence in my heart. Doing it all without that God like love that is all over the scriptures. How I can overlook those things as well as I do is really something else. But that is what the Gospels teach and place in our hearts if we are really searching for the truth.

Published in:  on June 27, 2008 at 7:11 am Comments (12)

The Busy Hay Season

Well, its a Monday evening around here and I just got some evening chores done and I can’t wait to hit the shower in an hour or so. I gotta get back outside and do some stuff being we have these long days now, feel kinda guilty if I ain’t out there doing something, what can I say, its a farmer thing. The day went well even with the fact that I was wore out from yesterday. Funny how that works in life, can work all day and feel just great but take a whole Sunday and the only work I did was morning and evening chores and I was so tired out I thought that I’d never make it to today! And all I did was go to church as usual and then go to a great graduation party and then after that run home and quick do evening chores, then run back and visit the folks that were holding the graduation party till dark which is pretty late in the north country this time of year.  Although sitting on my butt today cutting hay for eight hours isn’t exactly what a person could call exhausting I’m still feeling a bit wore down. But I’d do it all over again, that’s for sure!

I was thinking after last Sunday’s speaking engagement in church, totally unprepared as I was, that I should put a couple things together around here for emergencies. And all day on the tractor a fella can really come up with the stuff to preach about, believe me! Trouble is its to bumpy to write down my thoughts and then by the time I’m done for the day I forget 99% of the thoughts I had anyhow, hmm, but I should try and have at least some ideas handy for those kind of emergencies in the future. Winging it is fine some of the time but it’d be nice to at least have a general outline of some thoughts handy.

But the one thing that I know, that I can feel, is that there’s some exciting times coming around this place as far as faith matters go. I don’t know what form they will be but I know things are on the move around here. The Bible College courses that I’ve been taking just about forever should be finished up in a few months and then officially I have a year of Bible college under the belt. Who’da ever thought, not me that’s for sure! Then to apply all that learning out in the world, that should be more than interesting!

Oh my, I am tired tonight but I just wanted to do a quick catch up here so it didn’t look like I’ve forgotten posting. Tis the season you know! Busy all the time, tired most of the time. Days are very long, but things are getting done in spite of it all. With a bit of luck this summer will be fruitful both on the farm and with faith matters! Cause when summers about done and the silage is chopped up it’ll be time to get going with the Lord’s work!

Published in:  on June 24, 2008 at 6:25 am Comments (14)

Fifteen Minutes

Another Sunday coming to a close around here on the farm. had nine calves out this morning, one electric fence is getting somewhat overgrown with weeds and after a rain or heavy dew it goes dead till it dries out again, and the calves know it much to my dismay. Well last evening we when visiting a few miles down the road, had a great time and when we got home around 10 PM there was a call on the answering machine say that I could preach in church today for a while. OK, no problem, who needs to get ready anyhow eh. Well, thank the Lord I fell asleep right away after that last evening and then this morning got up all tired and got to the morning chores, found a bunch of calves out of one pasture, and that would set me behind and also give me no time for preparing anything for church. Oh well, just wing it I figure!

When we got to church I was met at the door and questioned if I would speak and I said sure. Got the service order lined up somewhat and after praise and worship went on up and spoke for around fifteen minutes. Now for me fifteen minutes is a short chat, not a sermon or anything like that. The main sermons at our church go much, much longer than that. Funny thing, when I used to go to other churches years ago the sermons were just a little bit longer than the one I gave today. Boy, did that time ever go by quick and I know without a doubt I could easily make a forty five minute sermon in the future without a problem, especially if I could preach something I enjoy preaching about.

I was just listening to the CD of the service today because believe it or not a person like me really and truly can’t hardly remember what I even said and I do have severe problems listening to myself. Its hard for me to swallow, hearing myself. But this evening all my fears, and there were many of them, are gone. It doesn’t sound half bad if I must say so, Praise the Lord!

So even though it wasn’t planned this weekend, the weekend taking the very unexpected turn that it did, it went well. Much better than any previous time that I ever was up in front of church. Not bragging, not bragging one bit, just a heavy sigh of relief! It was merciful that I had such a short notice, no time to get nerved up! My prayer is that I can get much better at it and be used by the Lord more often!

Published in:  on June 16, 2008 at 6:45 am Comments (14)

Dirt Farmer Theology

The garden is almost in for the season except for a few minor things. maybe tomorrow night. And it sure does look good out there. In fact tonight I only planted a whole bunch of hills of vine crops. Cucumber, melons, muskmelons, three different kinds of pumpkins and a bunch of dill . The beans are up, the taters need hilling, the peas are beautiful, been eating radishes and onions, life is good! I have so much sweet corn planted I could feed an army come late July and August! Gotta get the cultivator on the old John Deere and start some of the corn fields, they ain’t very weedy but I like to give em at least a once over, kinda fluffs up the already healthy soil. Then cut some hay starting later this week, (maybe), and that’ll take a few weeks of fairly constant work. It’ll be a busy time but it sure is looking good compared to the last couple of years!

I tell you, this working in the fields and in the gardens is about the best place a man could ever be if he wanted just to talk with God! I always carry a little pocket bible, it got to be little cause I wear denim work shirts and the only Bible that’ll fit in them pockets is a small one. A New Testament plus Psalms and Proverbs, that standard little Gideon Bible. Funny, for being such a small little thing its fairly easy to read even with my over 50 eye sight. There’s allot of times during the day when I pull that little Bible out of the front pocket and read just a little, kinda like getting a cool drink of water on a hot day. I like reading the gospels the best and sometimes I really enjoy reading the Psalms. Whatever mood or situation a person is in he can find something of that order in the Psalms. That has to be one of the best books ever written for the common man that I can think of. I suppose some bigtime Bible scholars can really get down to the nitty gritty in them and find all those meanings that a regular guy doesn’t see, but that’s what they get paid for and I ain’t getting paid a plug nickel for anything to do with faith matters so there might be a slightly different perspective coming from a dirt farmer.

Hmm, I wasn’t even thinking about that when I sat down but its true. There is a different perspective that comes from the common man, some might call em the simple minded people or backwards, but don’t matter much, been called worse! But the most entertaining thing for this simple man is listening to preachers, almost every preacher that I know, talk about the sheep. I tell you, I almost bust out laughing when some of these folks act like they know what they are talking about. I have said, before anyone should be allowed to preach about sheep, they should have to raise them for a minimum of one year. Yup, that’s what I figure. I can’t believe how there have been so many sermons that have been so off base that I almost bust a gut or else want to just shake my head in sorrow  they are so far off on understanding sheep. And if the perspective preacher can’t raise a flock of sheep for a year, yup a flock would be required because how can a person figure out sheep when they only have one, well then they should take a crack at raising some goats because they’d cover a multitude of sermons by themselves. Now I know Rev Josh has raised goats so he’s pretty qualified to preach it nowadays. And I had around 400 sheep at a time, plus one billy goat named Billy Bob so I figure half of my seminary training is already completed. Plus cattle on a thousand hills, (and sometimes those hills are the neighbor’s with my cattle on them uninvited), so that should be good for another quarter at seminary.

But the grass is green for them cattle on a thousand hills this year and I’m so thankful that its hard to explain. I look forward to the work instead of dreading it like the last few years. It seems right this year. And almost all day long a fella can talk with God doing these kind of jobs. trouble is sometimes when I talk to God He answers and then I get into all sorts of trouble when viewed from a humanly flesh  point of view. The Lord has a call on everyone, but its allot easier to down play that call or not listen to it all together. One thing I know, when a person asks God what He wants them to do, He will answer and most of the time quick, anyway its usually a quick answer when I ask. So allot of times I beat around the bush asking cause I know the answer will be coming along shortly and if I don’t get around to asking my flesh don’t have to worry about an answer it would hate. Now if this dirt farmer theology ain’t making to much sense to anyone, don’t worry about it, I’m winging it tonight, just letting the fingers do the talking. Sometimes I like to do that.

Oh Lord, things are good tonight, feel good and tired from an honest day’s work. God’s answering, my flesh is mad, my spirit is soaring! Come fall when the season is done with and things slow down I’m looking forward to the off months with allot of hope, hope that I can get out more than I do now and spread the Word. Don’t see why not, Lord willing, get on out and do what I’m supposed to do. Keep my nose in the Bible every available moment till then, get that Word of God in me till it overflows, yup, and hit the countryside letting that overflow spread around. I ain’t in some dream world, I know that folks might not take all to kindly to it, but I won’t be answering to them folks on Judgment Day. When I cross that old River Jordan I won’t be represented by my church, by my neighbors, by my friends. It’ll just be me in front of Almighty God answering for the things I did and didn’t do. I figure its a lot better to be told “well done faithful servant” than to try to explain and fail to explain why I didn’t listen or obey the great call on my life. Because any call anyone has from God is great, no exceptions.

Published in:  on June 10, 2008 at 7:46 am Comments (10)

Christ in Us

Matthew 25:40

“ I tell you the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these, brothers of mine, you did for me.”

We’re in the in between stage here on the farm. In between planting and hay making. At the moment I couldn’t make hay if I wanted to because its way to wet out, talk about a change from the last couple of years! But someday, somehow it will all be made. There’s plenty of other things to do, in fact almost to many things. Never enough time to do em all. But such is the life we have and that’s that for that!

But as I mentioned before, this is my recharge time as far as thinking and planning. There’s so much time, the days are long, so much time to think about what to do as far as faith matters go. Sometimes I even get edgy, I know I shouldn’t, but there’s so many things on my heart that I’d like to do but never enough time during the busy season. Its a strain even getting to church at times let alone doing things outside of the church. But I just gotta remind myself that that’s the way it is, and that’s the way it has been for centuries with preachers busy tending their crops, getting the important things done on the farm and then when the workload let up get on out there and do the work of Christ. The Lord knows that our work has to get done around this place, and I don’t believe ministry is an excuse for laziness. There’s a responsibility a man has to feed the family, but after that the Lord provides time to do His work as He sees fit. Just gotta trust HIm, not myself.

The only real confusion I have now is what to do with an internet presence. I just don’t know if I want to continue on as I have been doing. Although it would be hard to change abruptly, I just don’t know. The internet has never thrilled me, but the good thing is the reach it has. And another “big” thing is the friendships that have come out of it! They are great and a blessing to boot. Many times in the past I had wanted to throw in the towel, just give it all up, then I’d get an e-mail from someone I never heard from in my life that had been reading and for some reason I can never figure out they say they came to the Lord after reading my blogs over time. Hard for me to believe but that’s what would happen.

Sometimes its very hard to write what I really want to write about. In reality a person only gets a very little bit of what I’m thinking when they read anything I write. I’m very reserved, and probably for a good reason, the internet is a jungle and it ain’t very pretty. The mood I’m in tonight almost had me ready to press the delete this blog button on the Northern Farmer blog. I periodically ask myself why waste the time? Except for a handful of folks nobody really cares and a few of the readers are lurking around like sharks ready for me to make a slip up and publicly call me on it. It always makes my day when there’s either a load full of questions which I have no time to answer or else someone trying to catch me on something. In the past I had to really do some managing when hit from many angles at once. Is it worth it, I don’t know. But I doubt it.

There’s allot of things I’d like to do in real life, that is life beyond the internet. Real world stuff, something that I can really see, smell and taste, not just a monitor that I have to strain my eyes to see. There’s a world out here that is going to hell, a Savior that died for them so they could come to Him instead, where they belong, and so very few carrying the message to the one’s that need it the most, the ones who would never step foot in a church, or the ones who couldn’t if they tried. There’s folks young and old in that situation. I plan to be absolutely loyal to our little Bible believing church and work from there. By that I mean that’ll be my church till they give me the boot, (which at this point ain’t all that likely to happen as far as I know),  and when anything to do with the church is done get out and do the work  that Jesus wants me to do. I was reading last night a little booklet that Osborn Ministries sent me and the main theme is, “Christ in me”. Now I heard this a million times before, I even would teach it, but the simple explanation that is in that booklet blew me away. To simplify it here, (because I can’t type forever),  the booklet teaches that Christ is in the born again believer for the simple reason to continue His ministry as He worked it in the Gospels. And that fact shook me! I think I’m still shaking. Funny how a simple statement can be so powerful and its a wonder I never truly dwelt  on that fact before. That’s something that is not taught as much as it should be taught in the church nowadays. So taking that simple statement one starts to realize the importance of spreading the Gospel, because otherwise Christ’s temple, the believers body, isn’t doing Him much good.

Maybe that’s why I was never satisfied just being a church goer. Because Christ doesn’t want to limit Himself to sitting in church every week. The Gospels have a little more meaning in them now for myself. A blueprint on our life once we have come to Christ and Christ has come to dwell in us. An awesome thought! And when this life is over with, its just the beginning! Glory!

Published in:  on June 7, 2008 at 7:08 am Comments (6)